My Life's Pressure

Two days before the examination our school administration have postponed our first periodical test due to typhoons. I was very happy then because I had given another chance to have enough review. But time seems too short that I didn't use it wisely. Every time I hold my books and notebooks my bad traits of being maniana habit(laziness) is rising up. I used to postpone my works ("later") just to do things to fill my satisfaction. When the test will soon to come that was then the time that I come to realize the deeper meaning of the words so called "Last Chance". I was cramming at that time just to review my notes and different emotions were aroused in myself. I felt so nervous and hopeless. I know it's my fault, so whatever results will come there's only one person whom I use to blame...not my classmates, not my teachers,, but its myself. And then here comes the National Career Assessment Examination. Imagine? We're not fully recover from our first periodical test and yet here's another dexam to do again... What a heck..Pressure, Pressure, Pressure.......... These two exams were really made me pressure. It was nearly brought me to hell.
tsk,tsk,tsk..